What can you do if you find out you’re facing a Cesarean birth?
How do you have a gentle Cesarean?
Imagine for a second that you’ve gotten some upsetting news for an expectant mama to hear:
“You’ll need to have a Cesarean.”
Whoa… This is NOT what I had in mind. Not at all what I wanted.
Certainly I can’t speak for everyone, but I think I know how I’d feel, hearing those words…just thinking about it…
I think Cesarean birth is a spectre that haunts many pregnant women, regardless of their actual risk factor for having one…but it doesn’t have to be scary.
First, just breathe. Yes, really.
Take a deep, slow breath, and exhale, releasing some of that tension you must be feeling.
Now, what are the circumstances you’re facing, exactly?
Just because your health care provider said “the C-word” doesn’t necessarily mean it’s inevitable – or even in your and your baby’s best interest.
I don’t want to sound overly optimistic, but things can and do change.
Next – get as much information as you can.
Why is your care provider recommending this course of action? Is it likely to change as you get closer to your estimated due date?
Are there other caregivers who might hold a different opinion?
Sometimes this is worth making a second or third appointment, perhaps elsewhere, depending on your options as far as insurance and/or your local area.
Okay – so what if you’ve explored all other possibilities and are still being faced with the reality of a Cesarean?
The first positive and important thing you can do is work on NOT feeling like a failure, or disappointed in yourSelf.
Those sorts of feelings do nothing to assist you in moving forward to accept the truth in front of you, and keep you stuck in an unhelpful cycle of blame, guilt, or sadness.
It IS what it IS.
Accept it, breathe, and step forward with courage!
Know that you are making such a brave choice, even if it’s the only choice you feel you can make.
Acknowledging and exploring your feelings in a holistic, emotionally-based childbirth course may be very helpful in allowing you to come to a place of peaceful acceptance about this change in your birth plan.
You love your baby so much that you are willing to do anything to ensure his or her safety. That is powerful, sweet mama.
It’s absolutely okay and right to mourn the loss of the birth you had wished for, planned for, truly wanted and desired.
Allow those feelings to flow through you, in the form of tears, tantrums, or whatever you’re moved to feel.
Embrace those feelings of sadness for a time – but try not to let them define you… don’t let them overtake you.
In order to truly heal and accept ourselves, we must feel deeply, but acknowledge those feelings as a passing state – not a definition of who you are or what you’re capable of.
You are still moving forward into this momentous journey of motherhood – just, your path has been shifted from what you’d originally planned.
The road may be different, less than ideal, but it is still your journey to savor.
Depending on circumstances, you may not have any control over the circumstances of your Cesarean birth. However, it may help if you have some time to shift your thinking and become more at ease with the idea.
A planned Cesarean does have more potential to be calm and family-centered than an emergent one.
Now, some of these suggestions might not be helpful or even possible – so take what’s useful to you and don’t worry about what’s not…and let’s explore how you can have a gentle Cesarean birth!
Preparing for your gentle Cesarean birth:
- Even with a Cesarean birth, it’s usually best if your body is able to go into labor on its own. The onset of labor contractions is often an indicator that baby is truly ready to be born, and has adequate lung development.
Also, the unique ocean of hormones that are released once labor begins affects both you and your baby: the brain, heart, internal organs, etc. Allowing these hormones to release and work in harmony as nature intended makes a difference in bonding, establishment of your milk supply, baby’s rooting and other reflexes.
- Read birth stories about women who’ve had compassionate, respectful, empowered gentle Cesarean births–there are many stories out there!
- Please also look into the beautiful and much-needed work of Kelly Meehan Tabotabo, who offers a fantastic Sacred Cesarean Guide on her website, BirthHealing.com.
- If you must set a date for the Cesarean instead of waiting until labor begins – barring further complications, try to schedule it as close to your due date as possible. One more week in the womb can make a lot of difference, especially if the due date calculations were iffy in the first place!
- One major discussion to have with your care provider, if you plan on having more children, is the type of incision and suturing they will use for the surgery. Even if you don’t think a vaginal birth (VBAC) will ever be possible for you, or isn’t something that you would want to attempt – it’s still worth leaving the option open, just in case. The rate of VBAC success is quite high – make sure you get the facts! A low, transverse incision with double-layer sutures carries the least risk for future vaginal births.
- Look into ways to make your Cesarean birth as gentle, peaceful, and calm as possible: Make sure to have a written, clear, simplified birth plan, including details about what you’d prefer to have happen immediately after baby is born.
- Some OBs are familiar with the concept of gentle cesarean, which may include using a clear drape in the OR, having a doula with you and your partner in the operating room, and even playing music of your choice via bluetooth speakers and your smartphone! You can ask that voices be hushed, that there aren’t any unnecessary staff in the room, etc. The goal is to make it feel more like a sacred transition, and less like a procedure.
In the operating room and recovery:
- In almost all non-emergent cases, newborn procedures can wait. Or, they can be done with baby placed skin-to-skin on your chest, immediately afterward, while they’re still closing your incision.
- Depending on how you feel, you may even be able to get started with your baby’s first breastfeed in the OR. If you find that you are not up to that, however, please don’t worry or feel guilt. You must take care of yourself as well as your baby, and while the first latch is important, so is your recovery process!
- Make sure you’ve got the number of the local La Leche League leader for help with potential breastfeeding issues in the first hours and days (this is crucial, because the first 12-36 hours are so important to catch little problems in, before they swell into much bigger issues!).
- Sometimes Cesarean mamas experience their milk being a bit slow to come in (especially if a trial of labor was not possible). Make sure to check in with an LC or breastfeeding counselor about any concerns!
- Sometimes it’s challenging to find comfortable nursing positions that don’t put pressure on the incision. The football hold or side-lying positions will be great to learn. The postpartum nurses are often very well-trained in breastfeeding – don’t hesitate to ask for their help.
- It’s worth mentioning here that in many Cesarean births, it’s still possible to obtain your placenta for encapsulation. You can discuss this with your care provider and nurses beforehand, and most likely you’ll need to sign a form – but it is possible! The benefits of placenta encapsulation include increased milk supply, extra energy for healing, and less risk of developing PPD, which are all especially important for Cesarean mamas.
Once you’re home and healing:
- Make sure to have good, reliable helpers enlisted for while you’re in the hospital, and especially as you recover at home. Ask friends or family to start a meal train or bring over meals, help with household chores, etc.
- Please, please consider hiring a postpartum doula. Friends and family are great, but there’s nothing quite like a trained professional who specializes in helping you to care for baby, rest, and heal.
- Make sure to be mindful and aware of the signs of postpartum depression (which sometimes feels more like anxiety or a state of near-constant alertness). Recovering from childbirth is not always easy, and when you’re recovering from Cesarean birth, you’re also healing from major abdominal surgery.
- Look into Arvigo Maya abdominal massage. It helps your internal organs to heal, and return to their proper places.
- Get a nice healing balm for improved comfort at the site of your Cesarean incision.
- Consider the ancient technique of binding your belly (Bengkung) to support your muscles & midsection as your body recovers.
- Eat plenty of nourishing, warm, and healthy foods – soups, smoothies, greens, herbal teas, and healthy fats. (Ask friends or family to cook for you – they may be delighted to help!)
- Rest in your own comfy bed with fresh linens and a soft robe.
- Fill your room and house with fresh flowers or green plants (clean-air plants) – or ask any visitors to bring you some!
- Use aromatherapy with high-grade essential oils in a cool mist diffuser.
- Get some sunshine and fresh air on your face and/or body daily, even if it’s only for a few minutes.
- Focus on simply being with your baby – nurse often, and be skin-to-skin as a family frequently. Make sure you’re all getting lots of cuddle time!
Finally, be so very kind and gentle with yourSelf, sweet mama. As Birth Without Fear founder January Harshe famously says, Cesarean birth is BIRTH.
Be aware of your emotions and feelings, and let them flow through you as you integrate this experience, in all its beauty and difficulty.
Cesarean birth can be beautiful, and is obviously an incredible blessing for those whose lives are saved by it.
Thankfully, many care providers are becoming more aware of the emotional impact of Cesarean birth, and are willing to work with your family to create a positive and peaceful experience.
So, even if a Cesarean was not the type of birth you’d originally planned for – please trust that it’s absolutely possible to have an empowered, gentle Cesarean birth!
Let’s stay in touch, k?